Wednesday 31 December 2014

It's the last day of the year!!

oh..my!..oh.. my!  Before you know it, it's already the last day of the year of 2014.

How fast time flies...  My projects are mostly half way; at work and at home.

The clutter in my closet and under the beds which I intend to clear in the beginning of 2014 is still there!  Alas... the many projects at work which was planned in the beginning of this year is still nowhere to be seen. *sigh*..

yess, I am disappointed with myself.. to the max.  What should I do about it?  Nothing I guess..

So.. I just let it be....  The saying goes.. we humans can plan.. but God Almighty will be the one who determined if it is to come to pass or not.

Today, I am not going to reminisce on what I have achieved or not achieved.  It's such a cliché!

Today, I am going to give Thanks to the Lord, for by his grace and mercy, he has blessed me with good health and many other blessings which I could not see with my naked eyes.  He has given me a chance to go through 2014 and I pray that he will continue to bless me into another new year.

By the way, I am also not going to do anymore new year resolutions.  But I do want to try to live a simple life in the years to come.

Thank you Lord.

Happy and blessed New Year everyone

cheers
Mizz T

Monday 15 December 2014

Life without FaceBook

Finally..........., I had the nerve to go off FB after 3 and half years being a slave to it.

And a slave I was.  I had wasted millions of hours on it. If I don't checked it in a single day, I felt empty, life is not complete...lol.. When I think of the things I could do instead, wow... I could earn a degree, complete all my half read novels and clear all the pending clutter in my home.

Then, there's feelings which are hurt by some people's remarks and being lied to.  And the feeling of being inadequate when no one likes your post.  Not to mention the pressure of wanting to post every single thing I did and eat in one day.  And photos I must take and share.  Selfies..., wefies.. just to follow the trend.  And other temptations that lay before me..  Oh dear me!!... I feel silly thinking about it now. Thank God, I have never fall prey to any money scam yet.

I prayed for God to give me strength.  I guess he did.  On the first day of advent, I deactivate my FB.  How did I feel?  I'm still alive, my mind is clearer, I'm able to focus more in my work.  I did not miss it from day 1.   I even thought of deleting it.  But I still miss my close friends in there.  So it will remain, but somehow this time I control it, not the other way round. 

I feel so good..., I have to record it here.

cheers
Mizz T